Friday, August 26, 2011

hamare intehaan ki intehaan ho gai
chale the subha, ab to raat ho gai
har pal, har lamha tujhe paane ko fariyaad kiya
par tujhe khone ke darne hi tujhse judaa kiya!!!!
Har palme dard tha, tanha har pal tha:
Kori, komal kalai me kisne banduk thamaya tha;
Jin naino me sapne the, wo aansuo ka samandar bane;
Armaano ke tukre hue, tukroko kisne bikhera tha

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Prabhat da, Ankan, Haradhan, all my labmates, unit mates, teachers thanks :).

Sunday, August 21, 2011

When coming from home 4 lab, left d front door open, thank God, in moments returned back to real world and locked it.
In institute, lift reached 9th floor, left it and reached 7th floor n I realized I didnt step out in 9th floor
Donno when n how n where I lost my left ear ring , noticed it at 4 in d morning (or night)!!!
N yes, slipped from stairs n fell flat on face on 7th floor; it's Sunday!
Nw I hv lost my new umbrella!!!

Who's more stupid than me???

Friday, August 19, 2011

Emptiness

A story behind this song: there was a guy named Rohan rathore in IITG.  He loved Supriya.  But his love nvr got reciprocated.  He composed d song n dedicated to his love n withing 15 days of composing this song, he died! He was a cancer patient.  


The first song was by Rohan Rathore n d second by some1 I donno (n dnt really care to know), is a supposed reply to d first song.  Dnt want to comment on any1 of these, just can feel n want my readers to feel that too, feelings cannot always be expressed in words.


U can find d song in d following link and d lyrics follows that.
http://grooveshark.com/#/s/Emptiness+lonely+/3x95wY?src=5




Oh love of mine, with a song and a whine,
You’re harsh and divine like truths and a lie.
But the tale ends not here.
I have nothing to fear
for my love is a yell of giving and hold on.

In the bright emptiness, in a room full of it,
is a cruel mistress – my heart!
I feel this unrest, that nests all hollowness,
for I have nowhere to go and I’m cold.

And I feel so lonely yeah…
There’s a better place than this: emptiness.
And I’m so lonely yeah…
There’s a better place than this: emptiness
yeah… yeah… yeah…

Aa.. aa.. aa…

Tune mere jaana.., kabhi nahi jaana..,
Ishq mera, dard mera.. haaye..
Tune mere jaana, kabhi nahin jaana,
Ishq mera, dard mera.
Aashiq tera…
Bheed mein khoya rehta hai.
Jaane jahaan…
Puchho toh itna kehta hai -

That I feel so lonely yeah…
There’s a better place than this: emptiness…
And I’m so lonely yeah…
There’s a better place than this: emptiness
yeah… yeah… yeah…

Aa.. aa.. aa…







http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=U8NYLZkiIIs


Tu aa ja, tu aa ja,
mujhko meri saja to sunaja
wo aahein, ha wo aansu
mere hisse ke mujhko rulaja
sapne tere sare, jinme main rehti thi
tukre banke mere, jakhm sine me kar gaye ho


maine mere jana kyo nahi jana 
ishq tera dard tera oooo
maine mere jana kyo nahi jana 
ishq tera dard tera haaa


akele akele reh gayi bin tere main akele
main tarpu ya main tarsu ya chali aau main paas tere
itni tanhayi hai, zindegi kho gayi
baatein karne saarein aarahi hu tujhse hi ho
maine mere jana ab hai jana
ishq tera dard tera haaaye
maine mere janaa ab hai jana
ishq tera dard tera haaye

maine mere janaa ab hai jana
ishq tera dard tera

tu jo gaya, haal ye mera rehta hai
dil ye mera khudse hi tanha rehta hai
n I feel too lonely yeah
there's a better place than this: emptiness
n m too lonely yeah
there's a better place than this: emptiness
yeah yeah yeah yeah


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Lessons from experience of life

Lessons from experience of life:

1. Nvr consider anything (specially any1) negligible.  Learned this from a lifetime experience, though I knew it from vry beginning of my life, d experience rooted d statement deep inside me :) .

2. A person is nvr all bad, his/her behavior can be compared to a multifaceted object.  If he/she seems to be bad/rude towards u, it's just that d wrong facet of his behavior is facing u, u hv to find just d right facet.  Can remember at least two ppl at this moment who were not good towards me n felt lyk what d hell r they doing on this earth, bt gradually I felt lyk this was d manufacturing defect of their behavior, they actually bore good heart n later on they were so affectionate towards me.  All u got to do is avoid d part of their behavior that hurts/irritates u.

3. When meeting a person for d first time, nvr complain about any1 irrespective of whether the complain is just or not.  It creates a bad impression about u.

4. Nvr complain for a long perior nt even to ur close1s.  It can ruin ur relation!  Dnt b nagging.  Tell about ur problems, tell that u don't like this or that, bt nvr make it series of complains.  If ur complain doesn't work simply avoid that's irritating u n move on.

5. Life consists of alternate phase of stormy rains and sunshine, one phase may b longer n sometimes quite longer that other.  All u need to do is keep urself deep rooted in ur ground while it's stormy, else u will b washed away by d rain 4 ever!

6. Emotions, :) , puts soul in God's best creation, sometimes it makes u weak, sometimes strong, all depends on how u put it to use!

7.  Game's nt over until I win :) :) :)...........

8. "If ur love wants to go, let him/her go.  If he/she comes back only then he/she is urs, otherwise he/she nvr was."  ---Wrong!!!  If ur love wants to go let him/her go n nvr expect him/her to come back, he/she nvr was urs, even if he/she comes bk, he/she comes back only to trouble u!!!!  If some1 truly loves u he/she will nvr leave u alone, he/she will alwaysl b with u, day-night, birth-rebirth!!!!!

9. "When there's a conflict between ur brain n heart, let heart be followed." --Swami Vivekananda.  Well I dnt totally agree with this statement.  When there's a conflict between ur heart and brain, follow undoubtedly ur brain, bt when ur brain doesnt come out with an idea, depend on heart, heart almost always has something to say, it may nt solve d problem bt may lead to a new dimension!!!

10. Live every moment of life, make d best of it for life is limited, less r opportunities.  Say whatever u want to , do whatever u want to, unless it hurts some1

11. Never ever tell your weakness to anyone. Don't show your vulnerable side to anyone. She/he is 99% sure will take advantage of your vulnerability or hurt you later on. 

12. If you want success, your first investment should be in your health, second in your skills then anything else. 

13. Time, time of your life, is the most valuable resource. It's slipping every single second. Use it. Value your own time and value that of others. 

14. Savings alone never makes you rich. If you wanna be rich, find sources of income. 

15. "Chadar jitni ho pair utne hi failane chahiye". Sahi? Galat. Jitna pair failana ho chadar utni bari karo, fir pair utne failao. 

16. If someone helped you with a contract, try not to complain about that contact to the person who gave you the contact. That person may feel like falling in unnecessary problem and may not help you with other contacts again in future! 






Saturday, August 13, 2011

Some of my friends said that celebrating festivals like Rakhi is mere wastage of time.  They argue that if they feel affection for their sisters, they need not celebrate it once in a year.  They will feel d same with or without d celebration.  I just dnt agree with them.  I just believe in the words, "If u love me u must express it".  From very childhood I have understood how it is important to express love/affection.  I m nt talking about exaggerate the show off, m talking about expressing n celebrating d bond.  Though I m nt good at words, so asked ppl in a public forum n u urself see what was d response like.  I hv copied and pasted it below. :)








































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Some say celebrating festivals like Rakhi is a wastage of time. What u think?
Asked by swapna agarwal, 03:40 pm

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Teasing girls , throwing stones ,blwoing whistle after sun set sitting on the pavement is productive .
There drinking alchohol with chiken tikka masala in bar is also quite productive .
Yes rakhi festival is waste of time -- bring them who say this .
Answered by joyesh chakraborty, 03:45 pm

   
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Well said man
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I dint say this to earn appriciation , i lose my temparament reading the comment .
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Those who can't understand the concept and value of the festival , for them it is waste ......... our believe & respect to the tradation can't be measured with money ........ those who are thinking so , for them money is everything and they must not be knowing the value of relation ..........
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Who says this bring that person I will beat him with shoes and sandals
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I will give a very simple reply, dont mind my wordings, those who say this are idiots and duffer and are trying to show that they are fully modern ( westernised ) but they are befooling themselves
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Not only time also wastage of many important resource. It is also a reason of conflict among brothers & sisters many time.
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Monday, August 8, 2011

Love is supposed to be self-sufficient, self-reliant. It should not be incomplete without d love-back. Then why r human emotions so selfish (is d word right in this context ?)?  Why do we hope that d person v love will love us back? Why does his/her ignorance hurt us?  N what's love?  Too complicated a feeling!! Which actions/feelings actually mark its existence? Is there any discrete threshold of feelings that marks the beginning of love?  If some1's existence in front of u, gives u pleasure, is that love or it should b called infatuation?  If u r ready to give up ur life 4 some1, can it be called love or is it simply humanity on ur behalf?  If u r really to wait 4 some1 for ur whole life, can that b called love or is that just a crazy decision of urs?

Isn't a lifetime too short to love? I guess u cannot get enough of it in a lifetime!  U hv to take rebirth again again to love ur love.  Then why do couples fight with each other in this short life-span?  I, I just dnt get how can they b angry with each other for long, when they have that deep passionate love for each other?  Why do ppl say that fight between couples increases d love?  I suppose it's rubbish.

Has love something to do with spirituality? N what's Platonic love? Hey, I was nt at d time of d symposium.  Can love be categorized as Platonic, Clandestine etc etc?  Does it fall under d class "maya"?  Difference between 'bhakti' n 'love'?  Personally I feel there is a spiritual aspect of love, as I believe in love of souls, n believe in d theory that this universe is continually changing, from destruction to creation, from creation to destruction, from contraction to expansion and from expansion to contraction. Cudn't understand? well, will describe it some other time.  For me 'bhakti' n 'love' r same.  I understand 'maya' is nt that big, that great to include 'love'.  Bt really dnt know how to distinguish this feeling from others!

A great song for all who think they love:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1k_4IZYlQDY

Ok till nw it was only on 'love'.  What about 'marriage'?  Do u think that d marriages that look like working well, r really working well?  Nw tell me what's marriage.  Many ppl say 1 has to compromise in some places in order to make ur marriage work!   Marriage is about being able to adjust with ur partner/ur spouse.  Is it?  If v have to compromise in some places, hv to adjust according to some1's needs, then why get married?  They say, u need some1 to spend ur life with.  Ok fine.  So marriage is over with life?  Is it nt about sharing ur LIFE, instead of  JUST spending life with?  Is it not about unionization of two souls ( I do believe in soul, God, extralife life n ultimately 'advaityabaad')?  I dnt believe marriage is about adjusting with ur partner, I believe, it's about completing urself with ur partner, when u r truly in love with ur spouse, u wont ever feel u r compromising on something, actually u wont hv to compromise.  So marriage doesnt make u feel low, doesnt make u less (than what u r actually), it makes u complete. 

Sunday, August 7, 2011

When u r used to see some1 everyday very near, very close to u n suddenly he/she disappears, suddenly u feel empty inside (especially when u feel guilty of causing him/her trouble). Nt just empty, how it feels cannot be described in words!!

Table पे paper
दरवाजे पे निगाहें 
नमसी आखें
बन्दसी जुबाँ
इन्तेजार 
इन्तेजार
बस इन्तेजार हुआ

वो न आए 
दिन ढल जाये
उनकी खाहिश मे
दिल दुबा जाये

कोइ जाए 
उन्हे बताए
हम न रहेंगे
बस वो आ जाये