So it's 22nd Jan n it's time to make a new year resolution. Yes the year is still new, it's only 22 days old. I started making resolutions just last year. M happy as unlike ppl who make resolutions bt forget them only after some days, I tried to keep them the whole year. I admit that I cudnt follow them without fail, but I remembered them always. Whenever I broke one of the resolutions, I tried to repair them. I donno why ppl think that a resolution broken once is broken forever. Let me first analyse how successful I was in keeping the resolutions year long.
The easier ones:
1. Don't break promises made.
2. No movie on laptop after 12 O'clock at night.
I broke only once promise made to some1 (actually to myself) once. But after I realized that I actually broke a promise and again it was my resolution not to break promises made, I tried to repair it.
I saw some movies on laptop even after 12 O'clock, but only about 3 times, I guess. Generally I watch movies on Saturday nights, so that the next day which is a Sunday I can have enough sleep. So it sums up to 52 movies a year. It decreased down to 3!! Isn't it good success?
Now the harder ones:
I tried to keep number 1 but, I think I cudnt do it.
I was quite (not 100%) successful in number 2. The year was eventful n I succeeded through many hard paths. Got acclaim, got praised. Sometimes I felt like "oh so I did this", I was happy n d next moment I felt like "Oh God dnt make me feel proud. I know it's U who's doing all these through me. I am just a medium, U r the one who's doing all these."
I almost nver applied that 15 minutes funda. The skill of controlling feelings was better compared to previous year. Bt still there's much way to go.
The new resolutions again will be divided into two parts, easier ones and hard ones. So the new resolutions are:
The easier ones:
1. Don't break promises made.
2. No movie on laptop after 12 O'clock at night.
The harder ones:
The easier ones:
1. Don't break promises made.
2. No movie on laptop after 12 O'clock at night.
I broke only once promise made to some1 (actually to myself) once. But after I realized that I actually broke a promise and again it was my resolution not to break promises made, I tried to repair it.
I saw some movies on laptop even after 12 O'clock, but only about 3 times, I guess. Generally I watch movies on Saturday nights, so that the next day which is a Sunday I can have enough sleep. So it sums up to 52 movies a year. It decreased down to 3!! Isn't it good success?
Now the harder ones:
1. " कर्म किये जाओ , फल की चिंता मत करो ", I don't know what people understand by this line, but I think I understand these lines properly now.
2. "कर्तापन को भगवान पे अर्पण करो."
3. Control your feelings. Is it really possible? Yeah, indeed it is. दिल तो बच्चा है जी, प्यार से समझाओ, समझ जाता है. One way is, don't let your thoughts flow abruptly for more than 15 minutes. Pull the reins within that time limit.
I tried to keep number 1 but, I think I cudnt do it.
I was quite (not 100%) successful in number 2. The year was eventful n I succeeded through many hard paths. Got acclaim, got praised. Sometimes I felt like "oh so I did this", I was happy n d next moment I felt like "Oh God dnt make me feel proud. I know it's U who's doing all these through me. I am just a medium, U r the one who's doing all these."
I almost nver applied that 15 minutes funda. The skill of controlling feelings was better compared to previous year. Bt still there's much way to go.
The new resolutions again will be divided into two parts, easier ones and hard ones. So the new resolutions are:
The easier ones:
1. Don't break promises made.
2. No movie on laptop after 12 O'clock at night.
3. All the works needed for PhD should be complete and I must clean the path for my PDF by the end of this year.
The harder ones:
1. " कर्म किये जाओ , फल की चिंता मत करो "
2. "कर्तापन को भगवान पे अर्पण करो."
3. Keep cool.
Just hope to abide by all of them.
3. Keep cool.
Just hope to abide by all of them.
